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Cake day: June 15th, 2023

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  • I…

    …oh God…

    …assumed some salvia divinorum extract (20x fuck) was weak, as I had vaped it, with minimal effect. I was instructed to use a torch lighter to properly get it to temperature. I predicted a moderate boost in strength.

    Alright, here’s a rhetorical question. Have you ever closed a door multiple times without opening it? I have. I also saw 3D space below 3D space, and multiple time points at once.

    My room mates said I was banging on things loudly.

    Oops.

    Anyways, I’d 100% do it again. I was scared out of my mind, and thought I was sober at that (you literally can’t imagine), but it was absolute comedy gold in retrospect. I also kind of went in blind. That’s what I get for being negligent–a good memory.

    I now smoke plain leaf bowls pretty regularly.

    I am an unethically resilient force to be reckoned with and I didn’t ask for this. I’m not complaining, though. I love the funny chaos leaf.

    I also used to be an orange man endorser. Ew.

    A link to my salvia post. It’s missing details. I had a bit of amnesia.

    It got me, even after I knew how strong it was. It still got me.




  • I always suggest taking walks if the weather is nice. I recommend it to anyone. It’s free, not time consuming, pretty much anyone can do it in some form.

    Walking works because it’s an action that doesn’t require thought. You can take in your surroundings, and place the focus on that instead of yourself. It’s the easiest way to get your mind off of something.

    You can’t just walk all the time, but if the pain comes up, just walk. Leave your phone if you can, too.










  • 14 STR - I’m a bit above the average person. That’s despite not working out–I could be a lot stronger. Otherwise, I’m more of a good shot than a good puncher. I can still push harder sometimes.

    20 DEX - Quick on my feet, nimble, and extra good at not falling. I’d better be, or my status of being a fox is a complete lie.

    16 CON - I’m somewhat difficult to break. I have a high pain tolerance as well… not to mention being very determined. The downside is that while I can conserve my energy extremely well in the long run, it does get spent quickly when used all at once, and takes a while to come back.

    19 INT - I have always been remarked as intelligent. I will still conveniently forget very basic things. Thanks, ADHD.

    24 WIS - I’d handily call this my best stat, and something I could genuinely pursue a successful career in. I am a philosopher, of sorts, and I semi-consistently surprise with my insight. Just don’t tell them about the LSD.

    12 CHA - I’m too moody and quiet to give a better score. Very split here. I’m either cute, funny and loving, or an absolute asshole–and my in-between is silence. I can be excellent talk, and I’m described as well spoken, but it’s just too inconsistent. This stat is improving, though.

    I’m more of a talker (if I’m not angry) and supportive player. If someone needs something, for some reason, I’ll always have it on hand. I can fight (and you obviously wouldn’t want to be hit by me), but my big talents are all unrelated to fighting.


  • Between the drama in my life, and the phenomenal psychedelic trips I’ve been having, and finally pursuing HRT, and inevitable societal collapse, I’ve been a metronome rapidly ticking between being on the verge of absolute meltdown and being incredibly driven to self improve.

    Overall, the year is excellent. Falls are starting to hurt less, and I’m mending relationships. I still feel like a complete fuckup in the back of my mind, but I feel closer than ever to correcting the feeling.

    Try a nice hike out 🙏